Oh brain, you’re a cruel mistress

The closer it gets to the trip the more terrified I’m getting. It’s really starting to sink in that I start on the road in a week and a half and get on the plane in a little less than two weeks. I’ve been waiting anxiously for this to come but now my nervousness is causing me to be a slight basket case.

I am an over thinker, ask anyone who knows me. I over think everything, including what I did today or the long term consequences of taking on a new hobby. Naturally I’m over thinking this trip. Everything from what my boyfriend’s parents will be like to the appropriateness of the clothes I’ve picked. I wonder if I’ll be able to get through security okay and if there might be something wrong that I don’t know about. I’m driving myself nuts waiting for the other shoe to drop.

I knew that I would do this, right from the moment I set out to go on the trip. I quit my job with enough time to accomplish everything I wanted before I left for Europe, but it also gives me time to be a giant crazy person. I want to sit and finish the pile of comics I never got around to and to do some painting but all I can focus on is the trip. What’s left to do, what have I forgotten!? Lots! But don’t ask me what it is, I have no sweet clue.

Thank the gods that I today is busy. It makes me feel better to be busy, even though being busy is going to mean standing in the pouring rain for hours today..

Safe travels!

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  1. Where is your stop-over to Belgium?? Hope you don’t have to wait to long. Don’t forget you can ask for everything at the airport! It has to be once the first time! Good luck!

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